Officially closing this blog.....

This blog of mine will be officially close for now....
I will delete everything very soon....
For those who know me...pls PM me in MSN.......

Failure......

Finally after so many years i failed.....
I feel really down....Haiz....Sobz Sobz...
The feeling of failing is really not nice....
You are the first one beside me to know my failure and to comfort me...I really appreciate that..Thanks so much..And yes i am talking bout u Hallie...hehehe

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You may only be one person to the world

But you may also be the world to me

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I will work harder from now onwards...
I dun wan to fail again...I wont.....
God bless me.....

The Unlucky Me

I never had any luck to get anything or anyone i love...
Since i was small i never get anything i wish to get...
Even now i am grown up it still happen to me...
I really feeling crying....no one understands me...not even my closest family...
Everytime when i am alone and will start i will think of it...Without my conscious, tear will start flowing through my face...
When will this come to an end for me...
I have been trying very hard try not to get this feeling...
It took me more than 4 years to forget her...Is a really very long and suffering 4 years for me...
And now history might repeat again...Why? Why does it have to be me again....
My heart is so pain....i dunno if i can go through it this time...
Did i do anything wrong...i wonder...
If loving you is wrong, then I don't want to be right for the rest of my life...

Had A Great Weekend

(Me....Hallie....George)

Thanks Hallie for a wonderful weekend.....
I really appreaciate it....U made my life so wonderful...You are really my angel...
I haven had so much fun since long time ago..
Dun mention bout the money ok...
If u need help just tell me. I am willing to help u with anything i can. Dun make me worry ok. I just wan u to be happy forever..Ur laughter is a gift from god than can make everyone's life happy..God bless u...
I am sure u will have a great life in future....
U will be a great lawyer in future and wont have to worry bout anything...

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Well well tomorrow will be a boring orientation day in my uni. I really have no idea wat am i going to do there the whole day.
Just wondering around in my uni doing nothing.
I should be planning wat i should do for this week.
Anyone have any ideas??? (no studying pls...cause my course haven started yet..hehehe)
i really very bored lo...*sigh*... my life continues as usual....

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365Days dreaming of you.
8760Hrs thinking of you.
525600Mins missing you.
315360000Milisec just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me.
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Nothing to do

Nothing to do today so choose a photo to play with...and it came out to be like this...

Wat do u think....give me some comment...Me very newbie geh so if not nice just shoot me lo..paiseh paiseh...lolx

Another Day.....

Well well well...wat should i blog....
another boring day as usual....
woke up very late and finish editing last sat event photos....
wat should i do next...
ask her out for dinner but she not free again...sob sob sob...
long time no see her joh...really really miss her a lot lo...
Felt so lonely at home alone...i hate the lonely feeling...

Boring Boring Boring.........

Wat a boring day....
Woke up at 2.30pm and nothing to do....cant continue sleeping anymore...
Went to The Curve for a while and then head home...
Nobody accompany me for dinner today so i just skip it...have been skipping meal constantly
Stay at home facing my laptop with freaking slow internet...cant even do a thing with it...
Anyone has any activity tomorrow...i really dun wan to stay at home...i will die if this continues
I am a person who scare of boring and lonely...yet i have to live a boring and lonely life..*sob sob*

So Much Fun.....

Hahaha...i had so much fun today at Bar Club for the Models Magazine 2nd issue launch & 3rd issue cover gal search....
Went there as early as 1.30pm but something happen and i have to fetch 2 leng lui back home to take their clothes....hahaha
After which i have to shoot for the whole event...
It was such a tiring day....But at least i had fun though...
Well most important is i get to meet Hallie...I came all the way back from Ipoh just for u neh...
Hahaha...i wonder if u will see this.....

Isn't Hallie pretty....She is the prettiest gal in my heart

Swee linggggg...The cutest gal in MM

Life In Ipoh

Sien arrrrrrr........
Wat can i do in Ipoh.I feel so lonely here...
My body is in Ipoh but my soul is somewhere else...haiz haiz.....
Basically did nothing for the past 2 days.Just sit and day dream at home.
I know that i am wasting my time but just cant help it.
Life is so miserable here....
I wan all this to come to an end and begin a new life.....
Is there anyone who can help me with it....

The Beginning Of My Holiday

Finally after 6 months of nonsense studies my holiday starts....
Wat should i do now...basically no plans at all...~~sien sien~~
Anyone pls help me.....
I have been hoping for holiday for so long but now i dun seems happy also...
Why my life is so dull geh...
Really wish that you are here now...

Finally Is Over

My exam finally is over.....But really no feel also lo....
Now at my room doing nothing....
Just blindly waiting and waiting and waiting....

Life Goes On

By evening today my exam will be over.....
But how come i dun feel happy geh....
wat has happen to me??
Haiz...nvm la....life goes on.....

Is Just Not Feeling Right......

Wat am I doing now??Why am i still awake at this time??
Studying??...maybe once a while just because i need to pass the exam...
Most of the time i am dreaming...
So lonely....Life without her is really suffering....
Cant even sleep without at least hearing her voice...
It has been 2 days and i only slept for 4 hours....*sob sob*

The Beginning OF Everything

After so long i finally decided to start my blog...
Lets just hope i will have fun...~~(^.^)~~